blame it on me.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
tonight saturday night. was the worst one ever.
i dont know whats wrong.
i wont update much.
because, i'm not in the mood.
i dont know whats wrong with him.
so sudden, he acted so strange.
as if, i've done something that hurt him alot.
i really dont understand.
i mean, i really dont know what i've done.
i wanna kiss him, but, he dont want. :(
nevermind, its okay.
if its really my fault,
pleaseee. tell me. i dont fucking understand.
i dont wanna lose him.
& now, he's like, avoiding me.
fuck fuck fuck. whats wrong?
can anyone jz tell me whats going on?
i dont wanna move on anymore.
i should have listened to anjang and amir in the first place.
now, i regret. :(
haaiz. fucking hell.
im sorry. everything was my fault.
even though, i dont know whats going on.
takecare all.
& now, i hate this fucking relationship life of mine.
it sucks. really sucks. trust me.
blame me, as long, you're happy.
i'll be happy, if you're happy.
p/s: you never did this to me before. i dont know whats going on. cant you just swallow your pride? at least, talk to me. :( why must you hurt me more and more each day?