I only make things WORST!
Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Fuck you laaa tasyaaaa! You only make things worst.I'm so fuckedup laaa. Seriously.Haaaiz, school sucks like fuck today.Got shouted at from Mr Tham. Cheebye betoool! ARGHHHH!History class, I was so naughty. I went out from the classroom, & went to do canteen.Guess what I did at the canteen? Nopes, I wasnt eating.I was doing my test. & I borrowed Mariam's textbook, to copy answers.Hahaa, bad ehhh me. Confirm I pass this History test. Wakaka. (:Okay, today is BAD. Real BADDDDDDDDD!I'm stresssss. I cant take this anymore. Rohit messaged Mommy, & called her, " MAMA. "I was shockeddddddd! Since when, this bastard is allowed to call my Mommy, " MAMA" ?Shiooook sendiri laaa sial! Binget saaak. Macam paham. Nak step MAMA konon.Sebelom ako bagikkkkk, baru dier tauuu! Rohit is destroying all my relationships!Esp, with Qamarul Jaini & Aizat Ariffin. Fucking hell.What's on his mind? He messaged Mommy handphone, & treathened me. Ahhhh, I dont give a damn.I'm not afraid. I'm doing all these, for the sake of QAMAL!Because, I dont want anything to happen to him. Serious laaaa ehhh.I rather suffer because of him, than seeing him suffer more because of ME.Tasyaaaa dont want that to happen. Because, I love him. Thats why.But, I dont know. Why Rohit looooooove to destroy my relationships?He's like one bastard, you know. Seriously laaaa ehhhh.I'm supposed to meet Qamal today. But, I didnt meet him, in the end.Its not that I'm lazy or what. Its because of this HUGE problem of mine.Which, I dont wished to stated it here. Well, I thought of meeting him tomorrow, instead.But, he's sooooo mad at me. He dont even wanna talk to me anymore, I guess.I know, that I was at fault. But, I still cant fucking accept the fact that, he left me, BECAUSE OF ROHITTTTTTTTTT! !! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!I'm so fucking mad. What does this fucktard want from me?I told him CLEARLY, we can NEVER be together! I never loved him before. Haaaaiz.& now, Qamal left me already. He keeps on swearing at me.Swearing as in, maki-ing. Not the swear, sumpah laa dol.Haaaiz. I dont know what else I should do.Only, Shereen, Mommy & Eyla knows, what I'm going through now.& thanks ehhhh Rohit. Pasal kau nye prangai siaaal, ako da ginik macam!Da happy kan? Skrang, kau bleyyy brambuuus. Cheeebye! BUTO SAMA ROHIT ahh!Haaiz. What should I do now? If he've stopped loving me, I dont mind.But, I want him to know something .. That, I should tell him!Haaiz, its all too late, now.He hate me so much. I cant do anything.I just dont understand. Why is this happening?FUCKKKKKKK. I really dont understand. I HATE ROHIT SO MUCH!Seriously .. I need someone to talk to. Haiz, till here.Im not in the mood right now. I'm tired of thinking. Takecare & keep on tagging! P/s ; I've done everything I could. But, in the end, I only make things worst. Forgive me, Qamal. I know, I'm at fault all these while. Im sorry. You'll never understand the WHOLE STORY. Because, this is just the beginning. I love you, no matter what, QAMARUL JAINI.
