miky miky. (:
Thursday, August 23, 2007
hello(: ahhh. im bored lah okaay. now, i perot da boncet mcam anak bahbi. hahaaa. makan jek lah keje ako. like you dont know like that. haxhas. okay lah, ako mepek, i know. hahaaa. (:
school was okay today. that mother fucker bitch, is still not in school. bikin darah gua naek lah siaaal. psal dier, ako kene p counselling nik sume. poookey lah kau, shereen. da lame tk kene maki nan ako kannn. iskkk!
& i swear. i miss my boymonster. BADLYYYYYY! im not kidding or joking. i damn fucking miss him lots. you know, whenever i looked at his picture, & even try to remember our past together, i will shed tears. i dont know why. i feel so lucky, to have a guy like him BEFORE, for 1year, 1day. thanks for everything, my boymonster(: he's been chatting with me. & so sudden. i feel so happy. as if, he's still my old monster. ahhhh. i know, he wont be mine again. & i dont even expect anything from him. i jz want him to forgive me. for my BIGGEST SIN, that i've done to him. he has moved on with life. & im glad.
everything changed. in jz a few months. he was like my everything before. now, he's jz my ex. & nothing more. haaaiz. i was shocked, when he asked me, " i nak tanye you. you maseh simpan bantal busuk i? " hahaaa, yes lah. i know, its childish. & okay laaa ehh. i still keep his bantal busuk. slamat, dier tk mintak alek. or else, menangis laaa tasya. that bantal busuk, is like. one of my memories with him. & sweetest memories laaa okaaaay. & dier ader bantal busuk laen. & its a dolphhin! yaaaay! gua happy skali laaa dey. he's the reason for my smile(: esp, whenever im down.
& oh yes. he's asking me out on his birthday. to celebrate together. & yes, yes. my ex, insya allah i'l be there. to celebrate your birthday. woohooo! happy lah siaaal. tibe2, ajak kuar. hahaa. coool laa ehhh. ;D what should i buy for him? errr .. shit. qamal's birthday coming. & i havent thought of anything. tapi, too bad. i wont be there with him on his birthday. :( sorrysorry. amir & boy asked me out on saturday. but, tak janji laaa eh. cz, tasya now, no more esplanade. sudah tukar tmpot, joy. haha. (:
oh yes. i forgot to tell you. when, i was at redhill mrt station. nak beli standard ticket, i was listening to my ipod lah kan. jdik, orang bobal, tk dgar. haha. so, when lagu nak tukar, i heard people calling me. " girl girl. " so, i turned laaa. pookeymugcow, lakie, FUHHH! bynk laaa siaaal. ader yang hothot skali. tapi, yang sedih nye kan .. dorg dari special school ahh. alaamak. kecoh dokkk. then, one guy, asked for my number. tapi, tk bgik. lgikpon, tkde number. so, he gave me his msn. & asked me to add him. tapi, blom add pon. haha. malas dok. hahaaaa. special school lah siaaal. tapi, tkpe. (: friends kan. tasya tak pilih kwan lah okay. ;DDD
im so sorry. to know whats going on between her and her guy. she must be strong. that all she must do. she must be patient. haaiz. pity her. this is all a test from Allah. im sure, everything will be okay, soon. ;D dont worry okay, hun. (: she's always there lend me her shoulder and her listening ears. & now, its my turn. (: yeaaah, what are friends for. heh. ;DD & she told me something. & i was so damn fucking shocked. she said that he, have FALLEN IN LOVE with me. & i go like, what the hell. i mean, i dont even know him. seriously. tkpena bobal ponn! hahaaa, alaaamak. sweet lah lakie nikkk. tkpe. hopefully, i'll meet him soonsoon! so, kite kan talktalk. haxhas. siaaal eh ako. tkpe, ako nan sume lakie, kwan sak. bkan mataer. kalo qamal nak pkir mcam2 psal ako. pkir lah. dier nan pmpn laen, ako da tak pkir mcam2 lgik. haaiz. ako cayekan dier laaa siaak. tuh psal, ako tk ksah kalo dier kuar nan pmpn laen. aslkan, dier nakmo melampau, da cukop. nak gatal2 nie sume, lpaskan ako dulu. ako tk sngp sial nak saket hati lgik. haiz.
okay laa. ako nak byebye nie. takecare all & keep on tagging. & yes, ako miss qamal. & boymonster. ;D
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