okay, im not in the mood. i dont know why. bastards keeps on giving me problems. with them around, my life is never easy. arghhh. i'm quarrelling with adam right now. fuck hell lah with him. sial ahh. bikin darah naek jek siaaal. we both always argued and fight. i dont know why. over small little things. ahhhhh. last night, i was so fucking pissed him with adam. so, after adam called me, i hang up the phone. & called my tunang zaim. (: hearing his voice, will always makes me smile. but, too bad. we cant talk too long. because, baby was sleepy. & he wanna sleep. so yeahh. told him to go to bed. so yeah. ;D

school sucks today. really sucks. i was so damn fucking sleepy. i was called for re-test for my maths paper. because, i wasnt in school last friday. lazy bummmmmm. that maths test, was so damn fucking difficult. because, i dont study. because, i dont like maths. because, i always sleep whenever its maths lesson. ahhh. my fault. :( okay lah. but, nevermind. i can do the questions. but, i cant remember the formula. so yeahh. i asked my maths teacher. & he didnt wanna give me the formula. & i keep on bugging him. to give me the formula. then, in the end, he gave me the ANSWER! cool eh. all teachers loves tasya, okay? ;P

for the malay project, many students voted on my project! woohooo. yes ahh. happy dok. the cicak ceria road. hahaaa. bastard lah they all. haxhas. after assembly, went to the canteen. to makan. with mariam. & aiai keep on bugging me lar sey. tak habes2 tauu nak seek for my attention. haha. attention seeker lah kau nik. haha. so, he came to me. & asked me for my school tie. he wanna lent it. kau make sure, kau bgik alek eh. kalo tak, jage kau! haha. so yeaaaah. ;D

zacky darling, asked me out, this afternoon. same goes to boy casper. but, i'm not in the mood lah actually. because, i'm missssssssssssing my tunang zaim. shit. seriously. i miss him. :( baby zaim, cepat lah kol tasya. alaaaa. he promised to call me this afternoon. will be waiting for his call. YAY! ;D
ako nak jumpe tunangku. ako rindu tunangku. ako sayang tunangku. ako cinta tunangku. tunangku adalah kekasihku. ;DDD baby, i miss you so much. meet me cepatcepat okay, sayang?

& oh yes. i wanna wish my darling ex. Muhd Farmizie aka boyMONSTER a very happy birthday! may all your wishes come true, sayang. be happy always. & you're a year older. so yeah. be a good good brother okay, monster? phhin will always be here for you. meet up soon okay. because, i miss you like heaven. ;D

before i go. i wanna tell the whole world something very important! ;D

i wanna tell this to the whole world. I LOVE ZAIM. (: & yes, its true. im in love with him. i'll love him with whole of my heart. & i wont play games with his heart. he's my baby. he's the one who always makes me happy whenever im down. he's the one, who brighten up my day with happiness. he's the one, who i love. he's the one, who i depend on. he's my everything. & i hope, he'll feel the same way too. because, i dont wish to get hurt like before. i just love him so much. & i believed, he's the one, who can change my life into happiness. baby, i love you. remember that. i will always be by your side, baby. (: i love you okay, sayang?

p/s; & i believe that, the one you love, will leave you one day. treasure them & dont take them for granted.