hellohello(: yay. finally. my problems with baby are all settled now. or else, i guess. we might have broken up, by now. & i dont want that to happen. because, last night. we almost broke up. i cried like fuck lah okay. i loved him so much. its my fault lah, eventually. seriously. i admit. that its my fault. for not giving in. he keeps on saying sorry to me. but, i ignore it. he loves me so much. i know. & i can see that(: thanks baby. now, i vowed to myself. i`m not gonna hurt baby by going with other guys. i loved baby so much. i dont dare to hurt him anymore. i`m sorry baby. everything was my fault. & i want you to know that, i`ll change for you. to be a better person. & be a goodgirl. i will baby. thanks for everything. i loved you manymany much(:

school sucks to the core lah today. i was so sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyy! & i slept like a pig in school. haha. yes lah. i sleep like princess lah okay. so yeah. during literature, we had a test. it`s not that difficult lah okay. my EOY is around the corner. which will be this friday. & i have to start mugging already. i really need to pass my history & maths. thats my weakest subject! i really need to buck up. & do more revisions. i`m so stresssssssss! now, i've been grounded. because of this stupid EOY. shitting. now, i cant meet baby and everyone! haaiz. i`m sorry that, i cancelled all the plans. or dont even turn up. pleae forgive me. i hope you guys understand the situation i`m in. i need to do well for EOY, because, i`m going to transfer school nx year. thats why, i need good grades(:

boy called me earlier. woohoo. he's hot lah okay. he wanna meet me, tonight. but, i told him. i cant because, i`m schooling tomorrow. so shereen talked to me. & maybe, i`ll be meeting them tomorrow after school. i need my ring back lah okay. its with boy. i told baby about it. baby wanna tag along. haha. of course, you can. i dont want him to think i got other guys behind my back or anything. i loved baby so much(: i need need my ring back. rohit called me earlier. aw, he's sweet lah okay. thanks ehy, rohit. we talked abit. because, he was having some problems. well, i`m just doing my part as a friend. i adviced him and all. so yeah, i hope, he`ll make the right decision. oh yes. guess what. i received a comment from KECIK! omg. i miss him so much lah okay. i wanna meet him, as soon as possible can? please please. i miss him so much. its beeeeen so long since i last met him. haiz. ):

i feel so guilty. because of me, ridzuan and his girl broke up. yeah, its all because of me. i`m sorry. ridzuan feel in love with me. but, what can i do? i`m not going him anything attention or what. its just that. i`m so angry. because, his girl is using my name as an EXCUSE. since ridzuan loves me so much, she's using my name as an EXCUSE. excuse me lah ehy. use your brains, BITCH. fuck sial. i`m stress. & now, this bitch is causing me more problems. ahh, cant be bothered.

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY, CHILUP EWAN(: MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE. BE HAPPY ALWAYS OKAY. ;D

i`m sorry yeah. cz, i didnt turn up, earlier. i`m having exams lah. & now, i`m grounded. i`m sorry okay. but, we'll meet up soon. & i'll give you presents okay. i miss you so much. once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST(: thanks for everything alrights. the help and advices and all. thankyou so much. tasya loves youuuu. ;D

okay lah. i think, till here. takecare all. & keep on tagging, aye. byebye. tasya love and misses you all plus plus my hubbyyyy! (: