im sorry, adam.
Monday, September 10, 2007
ahhh, im bored to death. seriously. i dont know what i should do to kill time. baby end school at 530 today. thought of calling him, but, he's still at school. & i dont wanna disturb him. so yeaah. school was not bad. huhu. had fun lah at school. haha. that idiot nian yong, will NEVER stop teasing and disturbing people. haha. so yeaah. i woke up at around 530am. msged my baby. informing him that im not going to school. then, pkir2 alek. pegi skewl jgak. because, my exams, are around the corner! & i promised baby that, i'm going to do well. because, baby dont want me to retained again. haaiz. releks kay baby. i'll do my very best. (:
last night, when i was smsing baby, i was talking to adam too. well, smsing baby, will never stop making me smile and laugh. baby like mepek sey. suke nah gurau2 nan tasya. huhu. tapi, kekek lar actually. haxhas. so yeaaah! i bkak this topic. tapi .. too bad. tkle blang topic aper. nie couples topic jek. haha. secreeeeet! shh. haha. ahhh, i love baby so muchhhhhhhhh. baby, im missing youuuuu badlyyyy. haaaiz. so, here's my conversation with adam. im sorry adam .. ):
tasya } you.. i nak blang you bende.
adam } aper bende?tasya } i raser kan, kite dar tkley rpat lgik tauu mcam dulu.adam } asal nie?tasya } i tktauu lar you. i skrg dar attached kan, bey, you pon nak patch balek nan ex you. i raser, kite jz go seperate ways lah. nie bukan aper. you nak crik i, maseh bley. tapi, nakmo slalu yeee.
adam } asal you lain nik?tasya } i tk lain. i serious.adam } im so dissapointed, tasya.. i really do. i tktau asal nan you. can you please explain?tasya } entah lar you.adam } why must you make me involve? asal nik?tasya } im sorry adam. i tknk saketkan hati you. tapi, im sorry. adam } whatever your decision is, i'll respect it. tapi, i will never patch with my ex because of you.. because, i like and love you very much.. even though, you dont know. i've been wanting to be with you for so long. but, in the end, that guy got you. & he was lucky.tasya } *speechless*
adam, i'm so sorry. i dont mean to hurt you. im so sorry. i have my reasons. i really do. but, its not the time for me to tell you the reasons yet. im sorryyyyyyy. ): may you be happy always. & please, go patch with your ex. because, i know. she loves you. (: all the best.. & i'll never break that promise that we both promised to. haaiz. i dont know, why im making this decision. & excuse me lah ehh. its not because im attached, then, ako nak kerek nik sume ehh. pegi berak sudaa. ader lah sbab2 tertentu. haaiz. okay lah. keep on tagging. byebye! (: takecare.
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