the long chat we both had.
Tuesday, September 4, 2007
hah, shit. i'm supposed to be sleeping now. because, qamal just went to bed. & i told him that, i'm going to sleep right after this. but, instead. i'm here blogging. oh shit. i know qamal is going to read this. sorry ye, qamal. haha. i'm TOO happy. that, i cant even sleep. seriously. finally, fun chat again. this eyes of mine. dont wanna close. no idea why. i had fun chatting with you, qamal. seriously do. & hopefully, we'll meet soon! i chat with qamal from 1245am - 615am. my fingers are going to break soon. keep on typing from just now. haha. wokaays. so yeahh. i really had a great time, chatting with qamal. or should, i say, daddie qamal? that old name, which i called him before. ahhh, i miss those days, qamal. (:
qamal and the rest, keep on gossip - ing about that bitch. haha. now, i'll call her the bitch. because, i realised that, she's really one mother fucking bitch. all those stories i heard from the rest, fuck. SHOCKING lah sey. my reaction, macam terkejot berok lah sey! serious dok. i didnt expect her to become like this. ahhhh, shit. macam2 stories ako dgar. smp, swoh qamal continue story. haha. tonight's chat, was a FUN one, okaaay! (: i dont know, what qamal and the rest going to plan next. hopefully, your plan will succeed. haha. & all the best in getting that BITCH. haha. shit. i hate her now. but okay lah. still boleh take it. hah. aper ako merepek? sorry lah. ako happy sangat nie. haha. sorry okaay. layan kan sajek yeeeeee! (:
so yeah. halfway during the chat, i fall asleep. qamal lah. tak habes habes nan comment replying dier tuh. ohhh, no. i mean HOMEWORK. haha. sampai taknak layan tasya sey. bahbi doll betol. haha. i fall asleep. he wake me up. by sending me nudge. he sent nudge, tasya dah bley bangon. hah. tasya send qamal nudge, sampai biler2 pon, dier tkan bgon. tdo dah mcam DONKEY. hah. betol tak qamal? kan kan kan? maluuu lah tuh nak mengaku. haha. yes, qamal. i'm telling all my READERS! hah. qamal sleep WORST than a pig. haha. jahat ehhh tasya. ;P sorry lah qamal. tasya will never never do it again. nie, skali skale okay. haha. please forgive me. ):
talked to qamal about my problems and all. he's good at guessing. haha. dont say good lah. memang dier tauu pon. haha. paaaandai, qamal. buat saat tuh jek. bsok sume, pandai dier HILANG ke maner ntahh. haha. i so damn bad sey now. haha. bahbi betoool. haha. makie diri sndri. cool lah kan. HAHA. okay, stopppppp! qamal edit a picture of myself. go take a look at it. its nice. thanks darling qamal. sayaaaang kamuuuuu! (: nx time, i edit for you okay. letak gmbar DOG sblah muker you. tasya kan CAT. qamal kan DOG. right? haha. nottie tasyaaaaaa! ;DD
bastard bastard selaluuuuuuuuu! haxhas.
okaay. went to visit mommy at the hospital. Alhamdullilah. mommy is okay. thanked God. but, when i looked at her at the hospital, i will feel like crying. seriously. she's deeply in pain. when i looked at her, my tears will drop. but, i know. i cant cry infront of her. because, she will cry too & she will get hurt. i pity my mommy. she cant eat or drink at the moment. because of that operation. she cant even walk for 3-4 days. pity mommy. ): she doesnt even have the energy to talk. yesterday, in total. the doc, gave her 7 injections, if i'm not wrong. pity mommmmy! ahhh, i miss her lots.
for those for prayed for my mommy, tasya wanna say thankyou too all. (: thankyou all. my mom is okay now. ;D thanks okaays. (: if today, mommy is okay. she'll come back home today. or else, it'll be tomorrow. so yeah. will be visiting her later with baby. IF only, baby is free later on. ): i miss baby so much. its beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen so long since i last met baby. i miss you many many kay baby.
a guyfriend of mine, left me. i dont know whats going on. i didnt know that i was hurting you by my reactions all these while. you promised not to leave. & even promised to treasure our friendship. i didnt know anything all these while. till you confessed to me, RIGHT AFTER you left me. why didnt you told me everything from the start? i really dont understand. whats wrong with you? you never act this strange before. im so sorry. for whatever i have done to you. but, please. i dont wanna lose a friend, whom im close to, just because of this. i tried smsing you, but still, no use. you will either reply, " you takecare. i love you, baby. " or, you will not reply AT ALL. & oh yes. if i'm really your baby that you love, please please please. stop doing this. & i know that you're going to read my blog. just explain everything to me. haaaiz. ):
chatting with qamal earlier. really make me smie. keep on laughing. seriously lah okay. its been a long time since we both had a long chat. ;D ahhhh, i miss him so much. finally, i've let it all out. even though, i'm attached. its not wrong to tell your ex lovers about your feelings towards them right? you know our story very well, qamal. you know i've gone through all these while. i just want everything to be like before, wheather im attached or single. i dont care. i just everything to be like before. can we, qamal? ): i miss those days so much. you just dont know what i feel right now. & no worries qamal, whatever wish that you've made before, i'll make it come true. (: dont you worry. kite kan friend friend. sape ckap friend tkley buat bende untuk friend? =D
i miss u so much lar sey & also i love yous so much lyke i alwaes do. & that is what someone said to me. no no. im not going to say who. for me to know, for you to find out. haha. i miss that person who said that to me okaay. you know who you are. because, you're my daily blog reader! haha. meet you soon, okay, mr unknown. hahaha. okay, till here. i'm tired laa. this QAMARUL JAINI laaa. haha. sorry ehh, qamal. byebye all. & keep on tagging. oh shit. I MISS BABY! BADLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. its been so long since baby met me. haaiz. ): meet baby soon, okay. & qamal, hopefully, saturday, it goes out well. haha. ;D
