miss babyku lar okay(:
Thursday, September 20, 2007
so yeaaah(: last night, i had a fight with baby. i dont know why lah okay.
& so sudden, i started crying. thanks to aisha, i`m able to calm down.
as, she was also hurt by her ex boyfy. i pity her. cheer up okay, love(:
tasya will always be here for youuu. so yeahh. i cried like fcuk. mommy & daddy was worried.
i called adam straight. because, during that point of time. i feel as if, i need him badly.
i need him to talk to me. even though, we always argued(:
adam was so shocked. to hear me crying on the phone. but, i couldnt take it anymore.
i talked to adam for a while. & mommy suddenly came to me. & bring me into her room.
& we talked. we had a looooooooong talk(: & of course, thanks mommy for everything. ily.
mommy is my bestest friend. she`s always there for me. i dont know what will happen to me,
without her in my life. i loved her sooooo much(: mommy always said this, " your tears is precious. dont cry and waste your precious tears. " i feel so lucky, to have a great mom, like her.
thanks mommyyyyyyyyyyyyy. (: so yeahh. whatever mommy told me, was true.
haha, every single thingggg! mommy is the BESTTT! (:
after talking to mommy, i`m able to smile again! hahaaa. i slept early, last night.
because, i couldnt stop thinking about him. i loved him so much, i swear.
& yes. last night, i viewed aizat's friendster. OMG! he`s getting hotter! i swearrr!
he`s sooooooooooooo hot. gosh, i miss him so much(:
when i reached school earlier, shereen says, aizat still have feelings for me.
hahaaa, well, i dont think so. he must have hate me so much. because, i left him because of another guy.
i shouldnt have done that. but, i regret though. for leaving aizat. haaiz. he`s was one of my best & understanding ex. seriously.
even though, sometimes we dont get along well, still, i know, he loves me so muchhh(:
all the best to you, aizat(: smoge, you happy slaluuu.
haaiz. all left with memories. 070407 - 070707. i missssss those dayyyyys.
okay, stoppp. i wont be talking about my past anymore. i've moved on(:
no worries. i`m okaaay lah sey. oh yesssss! babyyyy. i have a surprise for youu!
i`ll futfil your wish. latest by hari raya. yes baby. its a surprise(:
just wait and see. or maybe, i`ll give that surprise to you on your birthday(:
hahaaaas. be patient, baby. i msged daddy marc earlier.
using mommy phone. oh, yes baby! i`m gonna get handphone sooon!
by a week or two, i guess. hahaaas. i cant wait. daddy marc is gonna get me a phone!
he always give me whatever i want lah okay. thanks, daddyyyy!
he`s gonna bring me shopping nx week. & he said, ANYTHING that i want.
haha, he`s greaat lah okay(: sayang daddy marc, okay.
no worries, our deal is ON! haha.
okay, shit. now, i miss my baby. because, i chat with him for only 2 mins earlier.
as, i was in a hurry. i went out lah tadik. when i reached home, he`s offline. fuck lar sey.
haaiz. i wanna talk to baby badly. he`s prepaid low. ): ahhh, shit. how eh?
i miss him so muchhh. nak kol umh dier, segan plakkk. tkot, mama dier angkat.
huahua, tasya nik kan pemalu. oh shit. i got bad news! ridzuan tk jdik meet me tomorrow):
sial ah. sedih siol ako. ako dar nak jmp dier. dar plan2. tros, ginik plakkk. haiz.
tkpe, maybe, will ask baby or adam or shereen to accompany me tomorrow(:
okay lah. i guess, till here okay. i`m bored. i miss baby so muchhhh.
baby, i`m sorry. for everything. i loved youuu so muchhh.
takecare all & keep on tagging, aye(:
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