beautiful soul.
Friday, October 5, 2007
please lah ehy. if you dont like being friends with me,
open your fucking mouth & say it to me.
stop treating me like a fool. i dont understand whats wrong.
you keep on asking me the same fucking question over & over again.
i dont know, what kind of answer you expect from me.
sometimes, i think, you're being childish.
cmon, you're old enough to think for yourself!
look at yourself. you never wanna give in & swallow your pride.
because, you dont wanna lose face.
& thats how, we'll always argue.
think carefully, before you say. i'm no longer your BABY.
i've told you, i'm attached. & what else you want?
you keep on making me angry & hurt me always,
& you expect me to be with youuuu? DREAM ON, lah ehh!
btw, i'm not quarrelling with baby. (:
baby is mad at me. i know. because, i went out.
& i didnt told him anything. i know, i was at fault baby.
i went to geylang. to meet all my loved ones. i miss them lots(:
we chill & talk. i didnt expect that SO MANY of them, turned up!
yay! thanks ehy lah okay. i loveee them so muchhhhh.
gosh, i miss esplanade. haha. i dont know why. its been a long time,
since i last stepped into esplanade. haha. goody girl now ah. ;D
so yeah. supposed to meet helmi hotstuff this afternoon.
but, it was cancelled. because, i didnt have the mood to go out.
& futhermore, he seems to be confuse. to go out with me or not.
so yeah. simple as that, i cancelled the plan. & the end.
i had a nice nap earlier. slept & forget all my worries & sadness.
damn it. i dont know why i'm having mood swings, these days.
& it sucks lah okaay.
i was caught by SSB earlier at geylang.
they sucks. seriously. i dont know whats their problem sometimes.
haha. cmon lah. i'm a good girl. & there's alot of guys with me,
at that point of time. when the SSB tap my shoulder, i turned around.
& looked at him. & said, " fucking hell." stupid. never wanna give me freedom.
everyone was looking at me. because, it was at geylang. in the middle of GEYLANG!
i saw some of my friends. & they were shocked.
some even said, " eh, thats tasya! how come, she's caught? "
i jz kept quiet. fcukkk. i hate police & ssb and all.
government dogs. so yeah. i reached home at 2am.
took cab home. so yeahh.
at geylang, so damn, BUSYYY!
fights and argue all. & i was the only girl.
like tooot. there's some other girls, but they dont seem friendly.
hahas. i jz ignored them. & stick with my guyfriends.
& futhermore, those girls, stare at me, as if, wanna eat me.
i know, i'm yummay. haaha. bastard.
okay. i'm missing baby. haiz, its been two weeks,
we last met. i miss him so muchhhh. i'm sorry, baby.
i know, it was my fault. haiz.
baby, can you be the old baby?
that i used to love so much.
you seems to be someone so different.
i dont know why. i love youu.
& i dont wanna lose youu. i miss our happy moments.
i want the old youu. i'm always here for you, sayang.
i love youuuuuuuuuuu.
till here. takecare all. its 4am nowww!
good morning! keep on tagging, aye!
loveees! ;D
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