why you doing this to me?
Tuesday, October 9, 2007
while i'm updating this post, i'm crying. i'm so sadddddd. baby is thinking the negative side of me. he thinks, i dont wanna listen to him. & i wanna leave him. you got it all wrong, baby. i loved you so much. i just cant bear to lose you. i dont know why i loved you so much. i'm so sorry for hurting you baby. please, forgive me. i got no one else. pleaseee. forgive me. i dont wanna lose youuu. i'll do anything as long as you talk to me & be as before again. i want to be with you. i want to be the one who stays in your heart..
arghhh. i'm so sad. no one could understand me. no one can ever know how hurt or pain i'm feeling right now. i feel so lonely. i regret for making baby angry. i regret for doing this to baby. baby, i'm sorry. i got no one to talk to. can someone please talk to me? i dont want anything. i just want BABY right now! !! thats all. i dont know anything else. i just want baby. can someone bring baby to me now? he's so mad at me. & he doesnt wants to talk to me again.. :(
I WANNA CRY OUT LOUDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! !! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i dont want other bitches to get him. i hate those bitches! !! hate hate hate them. fuck your father, bitches! !! ARGHHH! can someone please lend me your shoulder to cry on? i need someone. please please. babyyyyyyy.. where are youu? dont do this to me. i need youuuuu right now.. :(
