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you're my boyfriend, Zaim.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Boyfriend, why you giving me this shit? What have I done wrong? Why must all this be happening? Dont you know how much I loved you? Why didnt you tell me the truth? Why must you lied to me and yourself? Why are you doing this? You're hurting me over and over again, boyfriend. I dont understand.

I dont think, you deserve to be called as Tasya's Boyfriend. And, you're not even a man, I guess. You're a coward, baby. Sorry to say that. But, I'm real sure, you're one damn coward. Boyfriend, do you know how much you have hurt me with your fucking actions and thoughts?

Why is it that you cant take responsibility for your own actions and thought? Why must you be soo damn fucking selfish? Why must you only think about yourself and about your damn feelings? Dont you realised that you've hurt someone badly! You're just one fucking liar and coward, BOYFRIEND!

Yeahh! Now, I've realised. My boyfriend is such a coward. He doesnt have the fucking guts to tell me truth. He expects me to understand everything when he's keeping his mouth shut and all seal. Boyfriend, you're just good at giving hints, right? I wish, you got the guts to tell me the truth.

Oh boy. If you have told me the truth earlier, I dont think I would feel this hurt and bad right now. But, because of your damn fucking SELFISHNESS, I'm feeling soo damn fucking horrible and miserable! Damn, I just dont know what else I should said to vent my anger.

Boyfriend, listen this. You can lie to me. You can give me fcuking shits and problem. I can take and swallow all this. But, listen here. One day, you'll get it. Trust me. I swear, whoever will be your next girlfriend, will REGRET for life. I'm sorry. I wish I could CURSE youuu! Because, I damn fucking hate the NEW youu!

Get that? I hate the NEW you. I hate hate hate hate the NEW youuu! You can never imagine how much I hate this fcuking new attitude, life or whatever shit of YOUUU! Grrr.. Baby.. Why must you make me feel this way? I had enough of heartpain. When will you realise that I love you soo much? When, baby? When? =(

You dont seems to understand me at all, right? I know. Till when you're gonna hide this from me? I know everything baby. Its just that.. I'm waiting for the time to come. The time for you to confess everything to me and tell me the truth. Even if I'm sad.. I'll always respect your decision. I've given you MORE THAN ENOUGH time for you to think through.

I missed and loved you soo much. But, this is what I get in return. I dont expect anything from you. I dont expect you to love me like how I loved you. All I want from you is, the truth. And, you to trust and cherish me. Not hurting me, and hides the truth. When will you reveal the truth, sayang?

I hate to say this. How much you've hurt me, I'll still love you. You've changed into someone new. I still loved you. Because, I accept you for who you are. Even if I hate your sucky attitude, I'll still love you. How much tears I've shed for you, I've always loved you, baby.

I just want you.. To be with me. Through thick and thin. Be with me always. Thats all. I'm happy enough that you didnt leave me for other girls. Thankyou, baby. I want this relationship to restart and start anew. Everything, new. Can you do that for me, baby?

I'm not forcing you to love me or anything. But, I'm sure you know what I want from you. I love youu soo much. I dont know why I loved you soo much even though you've hurt me deeply and make me shed millions of tears for you. I dont regret for loving you. But, I regret for not giving you attention.

Now, I realised. Attention is what you want from me. I loove you, boyfriend. I wish, you could read my blog and understand my thoughts and feelings. You're just one guy, who I loved soo much. I got no one else behind your back. I looooove you, boyfriend. And, I'm not joking. I miss the old you. How I wish, we could go back and be together like before..

I wish God can grant me that wish.. I looove you, boyfriendku, Zaim. How much you've hurt me, I'll always love youu.
Tasya looooves you more than anything else.

P/S : I wish you could understand EVERYTHING. But, you simply dont. I dont blame you, baby. I just want the old US. Thats all I want. Baby, remember this, I'll love you as long as you want me to. Aku cintakan kau, Zaim..

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