BoyWhampoa, you're missed! :D
Friday, November 2, 2007
Three days just passed. After our separation. I miss him, like alot, you know. I got no one else to talk to about this. I missssssss him soo much. I love him tooo much. I feel so lonely, since our seperation. How I wish, things would get back to normal and, we'll be together all over again? I miss the old us. I wanna start a new with you, boy. But, sometimes, its hard.
I know, we're drifting apart. But, boy. Dont you know how much I loved you? You might think, you understand what I'm going through right now. But, actually, no. You dont understand what I'm feeling right now. Unless, you're in my shoes. I really need someone, who REALLY understand my situation right now.
I've been trying to move on. Trying to be happy. Friends are all trying to keep me busy. Trying to make me smile and happy. I appreciate that alot, friends. Thank you. Thanks for everything. But, I dont know why I cant just forget about him. Why is it that I loved him soo much?
I never thought that it would be this bad. But, I'm still trying to move on. Life still gotta move on, right? I wanna meet him. I miss him. Grrr. I cant stop myself from loving him. How I wish, he knew how much I missing him right now. I shared all my past and problems to one of my darling, Wanie. I dont know her that much.
Okay, stop about my love problem. Sheesh. Now, lets talk about what I did today. Err.. Okay, I stayed home and rot at home. Like a pig. I didnt bathe the whole day. Okay, I'm smellyyy! I know. But, who cares. I'm not going out anyway. I'm plain lazy. Thats why, I'm too lazy to even shower. Haha. :D
Kecik called me earlier. I'm gonna meet him tomorrow. Yipeee. He wanna bring me go shopping! I cant wait. Haha. Finally lah okay. A guy, wanna treat me. And, bring me shopping. Wow. Thats GREEEEEAAAAAAT! Haha. He's been calling me and begging me to meet him tomorrow. No worries lah, Kecik. I'll be there. :D
Eh, I wanna meet BoyWhampoa as soon as possible can? Cause, I miss him ! :D
Now, I wanna stop here. Cause, I'm bored. Its 2.33am now. I got nothing else to say. I wanna say that, I miss BoyMonster, BoyWhampoa & BoyFaris TRUCKLOADS. And, not forgetting, I miss my BabyZaim too. Eventhough, he doesnt knows how much I missed him. :(
Takecare. Goodbyeeee.