3 Dec '07. 920pm. Esp Taxi Stand.
Monday, December 3, 2007
I'm not feeling so good right now. I hope, nothing is gonna happen to him tomorrow. Cause, its difficult for us to be seperated. I cant bear to lose him. I'll pray hard for you. And, I hope, nothing is gonna happen tomorrow.
I cried for you. I knew, it was worth it to meet you earlier. I know, it was. Because, you've make it worthwhile eventhough, it was only 2 hours of us spending our last time together. No worries, I promise, I'll wait for you. Eventhough, it takes two fucking years.
I dont know what am I gonna do when you're gone. Cause, I'm gonna miss you alot, Sayang. Aloot. I dont know why I feel this way. I trust you. Please, keep your promise. Keep our promise. No worries. I'll be fine. I'll take good care of myself.
And, please please. Take care of yourself. I cant stop thinking about you. I'm having headache. My head is gonna burst real soon. Because, I cant take this anymore. No one knows what I'm going through right now. Especially, with the pain and all. I dont know, how am I gonna take the blow when I'm gonna call your dad tomorrow.
All I hope is, your dad will give me good news, Baby. Please. Thats all I wish for. Like what Mommy told you, Mommy glad that we got back together. I know, its gonna be hard on you. I understand. I just want the best for you. Thanks for changing me. Changing me being the old Elly. Thanks. I just wish you all the best, Baby.
The least I can do is, to wait for you. And, pray to Allah that everything is gonna be alright tomorrow. And, I hope, its gonna be good news. ;( Baby.. I'm gonna miss you, alooot!
P/S : I'll keep my promise. I'll wait for you, no matter what. Good luck, Baby. All the best. I'll pray hard for you, Sayang. Elly gonna miss you, alooot. Take care of yourself.
Aizat Ariffin, I swear. I'll wait for you. <3
Thanks Adam, for giving me the chance to express my inner feelings. Thanks for understanding. I'm sorry if I've hurt you. & Adam, you're always the one who understands me. Thank you. (:
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