Tuesday, December 4, 2007
I think, I'm being too mean and harsh towards Adam. I'm sorry. I didnt mean to raise my voice earlier. Its just that.. I'm too emotional. I hate fighting and quarrelling with you. We always end up quarrelling over something small. I cant swallow my pride. I'm sorry. Sorry for talking in that rude way, earlier. Sorry for making you shed tears again. I'm sorry. Sorry for breaking my promises. Sorry if I've hurt you.
Now, I'm not doing so good. A day just passed. Everything seems to be so slow. I want time to go fast forward. Because, I cant wait for him to be release. Guess what, his younger brother, Aidil, just called me. He talked to me. He's so cute. I had a long conversation with him. Hehe. (:
Aidil : Hello. Kak Tasya ehy?
Me : Hello, sape nie?
Aidil : Oh, nie Aidil. Abg Aizat nye adik.
Me : Aper dier kol Kak Tasya nik?
Aidil : Tkde. Aidil nak tanye kakak, kakak maseh sayangkan Abg Aizat tak?
Me : Sayang sekali. Asl ehy?
Aidil : Tkde pape. Kak Tasya nak kahwin nan Abg Aizat tak, biler bsar?
Me : Haha. Adik da knape nie? Insyallah, adik. Kakak tktau plak.
Aidil : Kakak tkmo ader boyfriend laen okey. Sbab, nnt Abg Aizat jealous.
Me : Ye, kakak tauuu. *smiles*
Aidil : Abg ader kwan pmpn tau. Tapi, kakak tkmo jealous. Pmpn tuh tak sayang Abg.
Me : Eh? Tkpe. Kalo kwan, kakak tak jealous, okay.
Aidil : Kakak nak tngu kan Abg ke?
Me : Yes, asal?
Aidil : Tkde pape. Kakak rindu Abg tak?
Me : Rindu sekaaaaaaali.
Aidil : Kakak, bgik flying kiss boleh?
Me : Buat aper, plakkk? Tkmau lahhh.
Aidil : Kakak bgik flying kiss, nanti, adik blang Abg yang kakak kiss dier.
Me : Tkya lah, adik. Kakak cume nak jmp dier & antar surat jekkk.
Aidil : Kesian kakak. Kene tngukan abg. Abg bdoh lah, break nan Kak Tasya.
Me : Tkpe lahh, adik. Nie sume kan da takdir.
Aidil : Kakak tkmo sedih2 lgik okay. Nnt, adik send address Abg okay.
Me : Okay. Adik, nanti, lgik stgh jam, kol kakak alek okay. Akak nak charge hp lah.
Aidil : K, tkmo sedih2 okay. Doa utok Abg. Jdi, dier cpat kuar, okayyy.
Me : Okay, byebyeeeeee.& END OF CONVERSATION. (:
Heh, yes. He's so cute lahh okay. Talked about marriage and all. Heh. I'm still not ready for this. Yes, I'll pray hard so that he'll be release soon. (: Haiz, I miss him so much. I'm waiting for him to send his address. I miss him alot. When are you gonna get homeleave? Haiz, miss you lots, Baby. ;( But, I still gotta be strong and bear the pain.
I hope, I pray, I wish, you'll be release soon, Babyyyyy. & we can spend time together like before. How I wished, you knew how much I'm missing you right now. Grrr.. =(
P/S : Missing you alot. Regret for letting you go, in the first place. Come out soon, Baby.
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