Monday, December 3, 2007
Now, I dont know how am I gonna take the fucking blow. Everything has come to an end. But, I promised him, I'll wait for him. Please, come back soon. Mommy, Ally & myself gonna wait your return. Trust me, I'll be waiting for you. I just want you to be happy, Baby.
Now that you're gone, I hope everything is gonna be fine. I'll take care of myself, no worries. I just dont know what am I gonna do right now. I'm soo sad. I almost break down into tears when I called your dad earlier.
I guess, I'll should wait for another two months. For your homeleave. I cant wait to meet you. I miss you, aloooot. Look for me, when you're out, Sayang. I got noone else. I just want you to be by my side always. I cant bear to be seperated with you.
You'll never know how much I needed you in my life, right now. Esp, when you're gone. And, leaving me on my own. Now, I gotta be strong and wait for your return. I'll be strong, and wait for you. Eventhough, it takes two fucking damn years.
& I'll wait for you, sincerely. Trust me. Thanks to Dearest AllyWonders for guiding me all along. Thanks, Ally. Meet up soon, aye. Miss ya, lots. <3
P/S : The love we had before, is too deep.
NATASHA ISABELLA <3 AIZAT ARIFFIN.