Friday, December 7, 2007
Okay, I'm not feeling well. Grr. Having fucking sore throat and headaches. Ohh, please. Can I get well soon? Cause, I wanna go ouuut! I'm bored sitting and rotting at home doing nothing. My sore throat is getting worst! I cant even swallow my own saliva. Hurts like fuck. ;(
Last night, I had a tiff with Amin. Damn! It was horrible, I tell you. His mom ended up sms-ing me. Wtf. But, still, I gotta face it. Because, it was my fault that her son behaved that way. So yeahhh. He reject my calls and ignore my sms-es. Like fuck. I couldnt stand it anymore. When I tried calling him again, he answered it, and talked to me as if I'm a stranger. ;(
I know I was at fault. But, please. Can you not talk to me in that way? Around 1120pm, he decided to meet me up to clear things in a nice way. And, I agreed. When we met, we didnt talk to each other. Because, I was so damn fucking mad. We argued for a while. It was hooooooorribleeeeeeeee.
Now, everything is settled. But, I've not accept him yet. I'm sorry. Yeah, I did promised you, that I'll not leave you again. But, promises are meant to be broken. Now, Adam left me. I dont know why. First he says, he'll accepts me back. And, now, he changed his mind, and said, he cant accept me anymore.
Okay, fine. But, the damn fucking thing is, why is it that he doesnt have the GUTS to tell me on the phone? Why must he sms-ed Amin and told him to pass the message to me? Pathetic, isnt it? If you dont want me, SAY it. But, I was wrong. You didnt have the guts. Ahh, I dont give a damn anymore. (;
Now, life still gotta move on. I'm bored. Rotting at home, doing nothing. I hope, Mommy will have plans. & I'm gonna tag along. Cause, the phone is not gonna ring anymore. And, there's no one wanna meet me. So, I might as well, get dress and have fun. Right? :D
Firdaus called me earlier. Haha. Cute lahhh oii, I tell you. He keeps on saying
," Tak padan deknie kecik. Dah kecik tkpe, pendek plak tuh. Ingatkan minah innocent maner ntahhh. Tapi, prangai. Wow. Tkle angkat, babee! ".
Bastard lahhh, kan? Haha. Fucking hell lah, that Firdaus. Loves teasing me. He wanna meet me! Yayy! But, I dont know, if I'm gonna meet him or not. Cause, I'm still BROKE. =.=
I'm bored to death. Tomorrow is Saturday. And, I got no plans. Grr.. Hopefully, I'll get money tonight, and I'm so gonna have fun and party tomorroooow night! Yayyyy. I'm so fucking stress. I'm so confused. I just wanna enjoy and forget all my problems. Haaiz.
If only you knew how much I missed you, Ijad. You're the only person I can depend on. Please, come back soon. Miss youuuu alooot. Get homeleave soon, Babyyyy! I'm soo missing you. Every night, I'll look at our picture taken together. I miss those days. I regret for hurting you before. Being yours for five months, really makes me happy. (:
Now, Baby.. I'm waiting for you to come back. Come back soon, okay. Hottie not doing soo good without BabyBoxer. I miss youuuu, B. Aloot! If only you were here.. Right beside me. I'll pray hard for you, baby. Take care of yourself. <3 Its a disaster without you.
P/S : I'll never succeed in any relationships, & that is why, I gave up.
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