Saturday, February 2, 2008
Finally, changed my blogskin. Yes, its pink! And, I hate pink. I've never loved the colour pink before. Seriously. But, I chose this skin, because I find it very
meaningful. Huahua. So, yeahh. Been chatting with my Elly at MSN earlier. Gonna meet her next week. Yipee! Can't wait for that day to come.
And, I received the most shocking call ever. It was from Amin. Yes, Amin. He finally called me. But, end up, arguing. So, we might as well don't talk or look for each other anymore. I'm not used to him anymore, seriously. Thanks to him, I'm in this situation. But, nevermind. I don't care. He still have the cheek to asked me if I still loved him. Huahua.
He told me that he still loved me. Plus, he wants us to be back per normal as before. He thinks, its easy for me to grant his every wish. Fuck him. Its difficult. I don't even dare to meet or even look at his face, and yet, he expect me to accept him back in my life. No way! I told him, I don't even wanna know if he still loves me or not, cause I don't even bother to know. He kept on saying he's ashamed of himself and keeps on apologising.
My dear Amin, apologising to me wont heal the pain that you've given to me. I think, its true, about what you said about us. We can never be together. Because, there's always pain and sorrows between us. And, also, we always argued. Plus, there is never any sweet or happy memories between us. So, whats the use? You said that to me, remember?
Yesterday was Saturday, and I didn't even went out with friends. Supposed to meet Boy yesterday. But, I don't know what happened to our plan that he didn't even text me the whole day about our outing. So yeah. I didn't even bothered to text him either. Truthfully, I was mad at him. I need my ring back, and thats why I need to meet him. Simple as that.
And, suddenly, I received one missed call from Boy at around 7plus when I was getting ready. Thanks for the late missed call, okay! Fought with him as our plan didn't turned out as how we wanted it to be. Then, he said, we'll meet some other day. Fuck lahhh. Arghhh!
In the end, I went out with my family. Went to Marine Parade to makan. Firdaus called me, and wanted to meet me. So, met him after makan. Introduced him to sisters. Chill with him. Then, proceed to East Coast Park. Thought of renting a bike, but it was closed. Haha. Pathetic ehh. I can't even ride a bike, and yet still have the thought of renting a bike. Huahua! So, asked Mommy for money and went to the arcade. I brought 50tokens! Haha. Gerek lahh seyy.
There's this guy. At the arcade, he danced the ParaPara dance thingy. Haha. Semangat lahh oii. Kiwakk. Sempat shuffle and joget sume. Semangat giler sakk. My sisters took a video of him dancing. Huahua! Kekek habes dok! Will upload the video soon, aye! ;D
So, yeahh. Reached home at 12.45am. Guess what. There's a HUGE spider in front of my gate. Its web was so damn fucking webby. Haha. The spider was damn HUGE. My sisters was like mad kids, shouting in the middle of the night. And, my maid, came to the rescue! Now, the spider is dead. Haha. Byebye spider! Huahua.
Okay, I'm bored. Zaim is chatting with me now. Haha. He's asking me out for a ride, baybehhh! Yipee. Haha. My birthday is coming soon. I have ALOT of plans. Adam is asking me out, with all his friends to celebrate my birthday together. I'll be going, if he's CONFIRM that all his friends will be free. Then, my friends are planning to have a pit or whatever shit for my birthday. A celebration with my family. Lastly, a birthday party for me and Boy! Wee! Can't wait for the very big day. :D
Valentine's Day is coming. Haha. But, I got no cash to buy something for someone. Huahua. So, gotta find some cash as soon as possible. Huhu. I've not yet reply my BabyLove's letter. I just dont have the mood to reply his letter. Maybe, by tomorrow or Tuesday, I'll reply to him. I miss him alot. If only, he's here, with me. IjadShuffler, EllyKetot Miss Youu ! ! :( Come back soon.
Okie, I'll stop here. I got nothing else to update about. And, yes. As you can see, there's no more tagboard in my blog. Due to some fucking spammers. Who loves to spam on my cute little blog. Fuck you, spammers! Go get a life okie. My life doesn't concerns you. Dont spam as if, I owed you a living. So yeahh. Anything, just beep me or chat with me on MSN aye!
P/S : Valentine's Day & My Big Day Is Coming . . If Only , You Were Here . I Miss You . <3
