I really miss you, Adam. I don't know why I'm feeling this way. I cant sleep last night. All I did was, thinking about you. I cant get you out of my mind. When you called me last night, I was holding back my tears and trying to be strong. I cant do anything, since you chose it to be this way. Yes, I know. I was at fault last night. I'm sorry.
If thats the case, maybe I should really let you go. I'm sorry, Adam. For all these while. And, thanks for everything. Thanks. I appreciate it. I hope, you'll find someone much more better than me. No more turning back, love. Its no use. I hope, you'll be happy always. And, forever, you'll always be my BabyPooh. Take care, Adam. And, I swear, I FUCKING MISS YOU. <3
School was okay earlier. My fcuking eyebags are driving me crazy. I did not have enough sleep last night. Because, I was afraid. I dont know why. I cant sleep peacefully, nowadays. And, this sucks. And, there's no more him accompanying me to school every morning. I'll just have to let it go.
During recess time, I almost dozed off and went to lala land. But, luckily Pchild woke me up by giving me a shock. Thanks lah eh. Talked to him and blahblahblah. And, sports day is tomorrow. Byeee!
