Now, I've realised that you're the only one that I need.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Its Saturday and I don't have the mood to spend time with friends or family. I've never felt this way before. Eversince he's in NS, I tends to miss him more than I usually would. I tends to cry whenever I think of him. I can't stop thinking of him. No matter how busy I am, I'll always think about him.
I'm shocked when I heard my phone ringing. And, it was Adam who called me. I cried for joy. I've been waiting for his call all day. I was so happy when I heard his voice. How I wish, he's right beside me right now. I swear, I miss him alot. I've never missed him this much before! Never. Trust me. You don't know what I'm going through right now.
I miss him alot. And, there's no one who can make me feel better. No one. Now, I've realised how much I need him eventhough there's nothing between us. We're so close, and I can't bear to lose someone like him. Yes, its true that there's nothing between us. But, we both have gone through alot together. Through up and down, we are still together despite those fights and arguements.
I think, I shall end here. I'm not in the mood to update any futher. I'm waiting for him to call me. I miss him. Now, I know what it feels to be lonely. Please, come back soon. I miss you. I miss you. I can't stop thinking of you. How am I gonna smile without you? Despite those fights and arguements, I'm shocked that we are still together. I hope time will flies a little bit more faster. I can't wait to fetch you on the 26th. <3